unrealistic expectations

Boy oh boy I think my whole life has been about unrealistic expectations.  Why do I set myself up with unrealistic goals - not the recent yoga one - LOL  ....  Like winning lotto - I am told that if you have signed up to win lotto in this lifetime - it shows in your chart - well I would like to know if that is true and find an astrologer who can look for that and read that for me.  I probably will not believe them but - hahahaha - the more people know me the more akin to the fact that I am winning lotto they become - so once again I surrender to a financial windfall.  Now back to unrealistic expectations - LOL.